{"id":53,"date":"2003-09-29T07:56:46","date_gmt":"2003-09-29T11:56:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/chimeraobscura.com\/vmalt\/?p=53"},"modified":"2005-12-04T10:31:17","modified_gmt":"2005-12-04T15:31:17","slug":"fortunately-ive-got-a-day-of-atonement-coming-up","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chimeraobscura.com\/vm\/fortunately-ive-got-a-day-of-atonement-coming-up","title":{"rendered":"Fortunately, I’ve Got a Day of Atonement Coming Up"},"content":{"rendered":"

I’m still kinda bummed out about that bad drinking story from Friday night. I was physically fine, but it really is the first time I let drinking mess up something like this. On Saturday, I went into NYC to pick up my wallet from the home of Samuel R. Delany, an author and friend. By Sunday night, I realized that you can love a person and hate him at the same time. Love him as a friend, hate him as a procrastinating, dyslexic author.<\/p>\n

I’ve worked with Delany (known as Chip) on a movie<\/a> and several books<\/a>, including a chapbook that nearly destroyed my life. I once proofread galleys of his essay collection Shorter Views<\/em><\/strong><\/a> in four days. No easy task, but he’s one of “my” authors, and I help him out when I can. Also, in the five years that we’ve known each other, we’ve become pretty good friends (which, if I had more time this morning, would lead to a tangent about how Chip’s probably the first friend I have who’s utterly outside of my age range–about 30 years older than me–and how odd that fact struck me; next entry, I guess).<\/p>\n

On Saturday, we shot the breeze for a little while after I got my wallet back (which, all of a sudden, makes me think of the second scene from my favorite movie<\/a>, when Tom wakes up in a bar, hung over and missing his hat. He asks the bartender how he did at cards last night. The bartender replies: “What do you think? You are a millionaire, you are going to remember your friends?” Anyway), and Chip mentioned that he had still yet to read over the galleys for The Fall of the Towers<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n

“I finished this book [a series of three short novels] before I turned 22, Gil. I just can’t read it again…”<\/p>\n

“When do they have to be back at Vintage<\/a>?”<\/p>\n

“Monday morning.”<\/p>\n

“It’s not written like Dhalgren<\/a>, right?”<\/p>\n

“No. It’s very… simple prose.”<\/p>\n

“How many pages?”<\/p>\n

“450.”<\/p>\n

“Hand it over, Chip. I’ll be back tomorrow night.”<\/p>\n

So Saturday night (7:30pm-11:30pm) and Sunday (10am-6:45pm) was spent reading 450 pages of science fiction written by a very intelligent 20-to-22-year-old. Chip phoned when I was five pages from the end.<\/p>\n

I told him I’d be done in a few minutes, and he had the temerity to ask, “So, um, I was just wondering: Does the story work <\/em>for you?”<\/p>\n

You can love someone and hate him at the same time.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I’m still kinda bummed out about that bad drinking story from Friday night. I was physically fine, but it really is the first time I let drinking mess up something like this. On Saturday, I went into NYC to pick up my wallet from the home of Samuel R. Delany, an author and friend. By … <\/p>\n

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